semester break!!

Finally !! semester break was finished.so many thing was happen..either its good or not, but for me "experience is a good teacher".. if i didnt feel it,how can i learn it. during that time, i feel so alone without him, but nevermind i'm not alone actually, God is always there with me. i acceptt what;s kind of thing was happen to me, especially a bad time.it was revenge ,the bad things that i was done maybe..actlly i dont want to tell about it. it's was a past, just forget & learn from it, i'll be okey later! what can i says its already happen rite. but i'm deplorable with someone. please talk to me..




HA-haha. i also had fun during my holiday!

see!!

Let's have a snek&ice cream!

make me fat

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking time

i can't believe it

ripped his heart out right before his eyes

eyes over easy ,eat it,eat it,eat it

HA-hahahaha

Now that;s is done!

i realize the error of my ways

i must venture back to apologize

HA-ha

its not enough

its not enough

its not enough

eat again

eat again

eat again

over and over again

cause i'll be go back to upm tommorow.
damn!

honest

urm,, well..

i can't lie that a bird upset me a little

I pretend to care, but actually I'm just curious.
well, okay, I do care.

arhh big NO. 

like i care. no i should care.
ooooh, come on cik Kiah!

I feel like I'm failed as a girlfriend.
He doesn't get it while others do.

I'm trying always by your side, and you belong my side

but what do I do now?

cry baby silly taiiiii babiiii. argh!

useless

just

no hope for today, tomorrow, and for the next days.

Seems so pessimistic, but I must face the fact

I can’t stay any longer..

and I try to echoe this quote on my mind

Cinta itu bagaikan kupu-kupu

Semakin dikejar, semakin lari

Tetapi ketika kamu terdiam dan tenang

Kupu-kupu itu akan datang menghampirimu dan menghinggapimu

suaraku berharap.

just my song-o-meter for these days..

http://www.youtube.com/Luna Maya feat Dide Hijau Daun - Suaraku Berharap

click the site above and hear this real good song....

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa khabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

hahaha..

berasa macam ditinggal banget sih cik kiah.. 

orang pergi juga tak jauh-jauh dan tak lama.

kalau dekat sememangnya ketemu? aaaahhhh dekat pun belum bisa ketemu tapi sedikit terubati rasa ini dengan perbualan yang singkat ..huh

aku sudah pasrah tuyhh dan cuma berharap ada suatu keajaiban yang terjadi untuk meredakan perasaan gila ini, kerna sekali cinta aku tetap cinta...


*but if you thought we couldn't be, please tell me.
Because I feel no longer like you want me more than just your friend.. or is it just in my thought?
blaaah. say something and it would be okay.